2.23.2017

7 planets doodle

https://g.co/doodle/ybt9k4

9.04.2016

personality test

kat's Personality Report via Learnmyself

12.08.2015

Google+code+Disney's inside out

  So, long time no rant!! I randomly got sucked into this google home screen:


and that "calling all girls" from my inner robot's ultimate bot crush: google; meant that there was no way i wasn't gonna go down the rabbit hole on this one. AND it was fun and Disney and coding and inside out.....


and another example of the big business types, the kind pull the strings of the media puppets, pushing out this propaganda aimed at prepubescent kids but even but specifically focused on young girls AND the pursuit of science or even a mild fondness of that , electronics, robotics, coding, and being the hero; ( i'm pretty certain for around like a good ten years now!!

The only corporation that has a deeper place in my heart than google is Disney!






 So, i was awesomely surprised and ultimately defeated by math i was doing in 2nd grade and computer manipulation.

{i usually can do with barely the briefest blink of a forethought. unfortunately today has turned me quit swiftly into my retard-mode and i can cannot think as fast or as good as usual!}

     So i kinda gotta experience this game/ code simulation in the shoes of a slow spacey and very excited girl... perfect! I love you Disney...  i mean google!!!!!  


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OK, this finally bringing me to my point: Recently this crazy serge of "girl-power" has been pouring out those media buckets!


**aside: and yes i understand that on a spiritually and/or new age understanding at all, you'd answer it's the female energy rising....   but then why would company's i honestly consider to be soulless capital vortexes ( Disney, Federal funding, Walmart, even the daily news and some radio.... I don't really do radio...) are very willing to try and reprogram an entire generation of young girls into getting geeky.... but why>???

Honestly, i have a lot of ideas but no inching of certainty as of yet but i will check back in!



4.07.2015

"The Blue Faerie" music video

10.22.2014

I just want to succeed

Just found out -just now I'm still broke-n somehow
I buckled at the knees in dust sunken bow
Bound to honor something stronger feel that pow-
Er.. I'm the her in gentlemen only love I sent to them
Again I pray for the day so they will now that when
Bow to round roll tho I don't like to show a bend
Earth leaks laughs it's daft dull-y play pretend

Wish I was mended could condemn  what's in my head
Some reads what's red or in between instead
By and by Ill only lie or bow into bed

Cry that cry but I'm alive mine the cred


I just want to succeed 
I don't got the greed
I don't want to bleed
I'm so not a fiend 
I just need to feed me 

I just want to succeed 

I still see a loser when I'm looking in the mirror
I think I'm winning but what's won is not so clear
My innocence has kept me a darling dear
I can pretend not to be in startling fear
Success can't pass that test, I do my best
But just leave a mess, a scattered nest
A tattered bless- ing loving how I lose I am confess
-ing. That's my thing! 
Maybe I'm still flirting with my real life inside preteen
And the meaning of everything in her dreams
And dealing with her inner mean queen 
And before long you hear where have u been?

 " 

10.15.2014

KESDB fan page and fineartsamerica page

looky what i made!

https://www.facebook.com/KESDB
click it click it!!!

7.27.2014

Aliens and weather controL:

Last night my boyfriend and i watched a lightning storm rage over the mountains to the south west.  I think the aliens will make contact on a full scale in two days... i think it all might be connected. The big story though is the storms tonight! there is a perfectly circular storm.... over every major city in the united states; all happening right now! take a look!










































7.19.2014

PURE and SERENE


se·rene
səˈrēn/
adjective
adjective: serene; comparative adjective: serener; superlative adjective: serenest; adjective: Serene
  1. 1.
    calm, peaceful, and untroubled; tranquil.
    "her eyes were closed and she looked very serene"
    synonyms:


    "on the surface she seemed serene"
    "serene valleys"
    antonyms:
  2. 2.
    (in a title) used as a term of respect for members of some European royal families.
    "His Serene Highness"
noun
archaic
noun: serene
  1. 1.
    an expanse of clear sky or calm sea.
    "not a cloud obscured the deep serene"





    pure
    pyo͝or/
    adjective
    adjective: pure; comparative adjective: purer; superlative adjective: purest
    1. not mixed or adulterated with any other substance or material.
      "cars can run on pure alcohol"
      synonyms:


      sterlingsolidrefinedone hundred percent;
      clarified, clearfiltered;
      "pure gold"
      antonyms:
      adulterated
    Origin
    Middle English: from Old French pur ‘pure,’ from Latin purus .
    Translate pure to
    Use over time for: pure


    The majority of the time I am overwhelmed with the idea that I'm too scattered, too anxious, too much a mess...

    Then there are days like these that subtley remind me that I know the overwhelming truth and its not me at all. I am calm on the inside but how are you supposed to stay calm when everything around you seems wrong. And what;s worse Is everyone likes acting dumb like things have been like this all along. "They" are weak in their weakness as they give in to a life of living day to day with little sins and littler wins and working and trying and striving to get to this spot that thought was their own goal but if they were true with themself they'd know MTV cribs was the model. 



    part of the time I got it all wrong because I try (and strive) to maybe all bit maybe belong,
    If i step in the crowd they get all loud and cloudy and i flea the throng 
    all the time believing Im in the wrong.....


    But when the scent and sounds and moment right... in warm waters and warm skies today at twilight
    everything has a reason i believe and if i explain then you might..... 
    katrina ,being me, relieves me of the bedlum and out done doing of these days
    "katrina" fate in it's meaning: It mean's PURE AND SERENE
    I quite with the doing and start with just being 
    and days like these treat real  things like dreamings!