_Me_6

I've got so much caged inside
I've got so much Im to willing to hide
I lied to my pride, dearly denied
Hoping, Eventually it will all die
or... all... go away.

Im no dreamer, not one to pray
Im no fool wasting all my time on play
I don't wish, I want!
I take chances- @stake

i pace & i wait, i fake it. fuck it
                          -im bait
im prime in my state...
go ahead  take your time to hate
but youll have to wait in line for your cake!

im trying to ease up, but im just a pup
breathing it out& calming it down
then my memories turn up
& that frown comes round
Again i find myself upside down
-opps, look what I do now
don't look now, It's mom's lil clown

too small for my shoes &
for my amount of booze
too small for the right to choose
between pink & blues clues
Too big i get the right to loose
I can make less of few fews
& more big of lots!
when u give all you gots
held back by society's "nots"
by google bots, froogle shots
& ramen noodle pots

the softer i try harder it gets
                         -letting it out
try softer and taking harder hits
                         -getting it out
im so fucking (far) out here you
might as well be sending it out
sooner or later (fedex)
ill be vending it out

Everything  seems so mixed up
                            -mingled
every momnet of life, father Time
has wrinkled...
Frying all my minutes, boredom's
a bit crinkled.....

they be eyein my lines but their
                           -not sprinkled
If you need some relief better go tinkle