I just want to succeed

Just found out -just now I'm still broke-n somehow

I buckled at the knees in dust sunken bow

Bound to honor something stronger feel that pow-

Er.. I'm the her in gentlemen only love I sent to them

Again I pray for the day so they will now that when

Bow to round roll tho I don't like to show a bend

Earth leaks laughs it's daft dull-y play pretend

Wish I was mended could condemn  what's in my head

Some reads what's red or in between instead

By and by Ill only lie or bow into bed

Cry that cry but I'm alive mine the cred

I just want to succeed 

I don't got the greed

I don't want to bleed

I'm so not a fiend 

I just need to feed me 

I just want to succeed 

I still see a loser when I'm looking in the mirror

I think I'm winning but what's won is not so clear

My innocence has kept me a darling dear

I can pretend not to be in startling fear

Success can't pass that test, I do my best

But just leave a mess, a scattered nest

A tattered bless- ing loving how I lose I am confess

-ing. That's my thing! 

Maybe I'm still flirting with my real life inside preteen

And the meaning of everything in her dreams

And dealing with her inner mean queen 

And before long you hear where have u been?

 " 

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Aliens and weather controL:

Last night my boyfriend and i watched a lightning storm rage over the mountains to the south west.  I think the aliens will make contact on a full scale in two days... i think it all might be connected. The big story though is the storms tonight! there is a perfectly circular storm.... over every major city in the united states; all happening right now! take a look!

PURE and SERENE

se·rene

səˈrēn/

adjective

adjective: serene; comparative adjective: serener; superlative adjective: serenest; adjective: Serene

1. 1.

   calm, peaceful, and untroubled; tranquil.

   "her eyes were closed and she looked very serene"

   synonyms:

   calm, composed, tranquil, peaceful, untroubled, relaxed, at ease,unperturbed, unruffled, unworried; More placid, equable, centered; informaltogether, unflappable "on the surface she seemed serene" peaceful, tranquil, quiet, still, restful, relaxing, undisturbed "serene valleys"

   antonyms:

   agitated, turbulent

2. 2.

   (in a title) used as a term of respect for members of some European royal families.

   "His Serene Highness"

noun

archaic

noun: serene

1. 1.

   an expanse of clear sky or calm sea.

   "not a cloud obscured the deep serene"

   
   

   
   

   
   

   
   

   
   

   pure

   pyo͝or/

   adjective

   adjective: pure; comparative adjective: purer; superlative adjective: purest

   1. not mixed or adulterated with any other substance or material.

      "cars can run on pure alcohol"

      synonyms:

      unadulterated, uncontaminated, unmixed, undiluted, unalloyed,unblended; More sterling, solid, refined, one hundred percent; clarified, clear, filtered; flawless, perfect, genuine, real "pure gold"

      antonyms:

      adulterated

      • without any extraneous and unnecessary elements.

        "the romantic notion of pure art devoid of social responsibility"
      • free of any contamination.

        "the pure, clear waters of Montana"

        synonyms:

        clean, clear, fresh, sparkling, unpolluted, uncontaminated, untainted;More wholesome, natural, healthy; sanitary, uninfected, disinfected, germ-free, sterile, sterilized, aseptic "the air is so pure"

        antonyms:

        dirty, polluted

      • wholesome and untainted by immorality, especially that of a sexual nature.

        "our fondness for each other is pure and innocent"

        synonyms:

        virtuous, moral, ethical, good, righteous, saintly, honorable, reputable,wholesome, clean, honest, upright, upstanding, exemplary,irreproachable; More chaste, virginal, maidenly; decent, worthy, noble, blameless, guiltless, spotless, unsullied,uncorrupted, undefiled; informalsqueaky clean "pure in body and mind"

        antonyms:

        immoral

      • (of a sound) perfectly in tune and with a clear tone.
      • (of an animal or plant) of unmixed origin or descent.

        adjective: pure-bred

        "the pure Charolais is white or light wheat in the coat"
      • (of a subject of study) dealing with abstract concepts and not practical application.

        "a theoretical discipline such as pure physics"

        synonyms:

        theoretical, abstract, conceptual, academic, hypothetical, speculative,conjectural More "pure math"

        antonyms:

        practical

      • PHONETICS

        (of a vowel) not joined with another to form a diphthong.
      • involving or containing nothing else but; sheer (used for emphasis).

        "a shout of pure anger"

        synonyms:

        sheer, utter, absolute, out-and-out, complete, total, perfect, unmitigatedMore "three hours of pure magic"

   Origin

   

   Middle English: from Old French pur ‘pure,’ from Latin purus .

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   The majority of the time I am overwhelmed with the idea that I'm too scattered, too anxious, too much a mess...

   
   

   Then there are days like these that subtley remind me that I know the overwhelming truth and its not me at all. I am calm on the inside but how are you supposed to stay calm when everything around you seems wrong. And what;s worse Is everyone likes acting dumb like things have been like this all along. "They" are weak in their weakness as they give in to a life of living day to day with little sins and littler wins and working and trying and striving to get to this spot that thought was their own goal but if they were true with themself they'd know MTV cribs was the model. 

   
   

   
   

   
   

   part of the time I got it all wrong because I try (and strive) to maybe all bit maybe belong,

   If i step in the crowd they get all loud and cloudy and i flea the throng 

   all the time believing Im in the wrong.....

   
   

   
   

   But when the scent and sounds and moment right... in warm waters and warm skies today at twilight

   everything has a reason i believe and if i explain then you might..... 

   katrina ,being me, relieves me of the bedlum and out done doing of these days

   "katrina" fate in it's meaning: It mean's PURE AND SERENE

   I quite with the doing and start with just being 

   and days like these treat real  things like dreamings!