Just found out -just now I'm still broke-n somehow
I buckled at the knees in dust sunken bow
Bound to honor something stronger feel that pow-
Er.. I'm the her in gentlemen only love I sent to them
Again I pray for the day so they will now that when
Bow to round roll tho I don't like to show a bend
Earth leaks laughs it's daft dull-y play pretend
Wish I was mended could condemn what's in my head
Some reads what's red or in between instead
By and by Ill only lie or bow into bed
Cry that cry but I'm alive mine the cred
I just want to succeed
I don't got the greed
I don't want to bleed
I'm so not a fiend
I just need to feed me
I just want to succeed
I still see a loser when I'm looking in the mirror
I think I'm winning but what's won is not so clear
My innocence has kept me a darling dear
I can pretend not to be in startling fear
Success can't pass that test, I do my best
But just leave a mess, a scattered nest
A tattered bless- ing loving how I lose I am confess
-ing. That's my thing!
Maybe I'm still flirting with my real life inside preteen
And the meaning of everything in her dreams
And dealing with her inner mean queen
And before long you hear where have u been?
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