katita
6.30.2012
6.29.2012
(Not so) Daily Dabble: Life Vs Death (according to GoogleQween)
Generation Y was once describe as the creators Generation because of the amount internet content. For example Myspace, Wikiapedia, Youtube...don't get me started. Funny thing is most of these creations never will be finished...
Kinda: Myspace was forgotten about, all those dating sites you don't check anymore, EVERY TIME you make a profile YOU CREATE MORE OF THE INTERNET everyday!!!!!!
But that's not necessarily a bad thing..... There is such a thing as MyDeathspace.com. It used to be just the "myspaces"es of Dead People.... BUT THEY WERENT DEAD sites. A really smart guy once said this would happen and called it an EXO-SELF. What really happened was whenever one of there friends missed them or something like that they would tell them... They would CREATE another part of our VIRTUAL REALITY. What I believe to be "OUR" collective conscience....... so if it's there you had, have and will always (as long as the internet lives.... it will i'll do that post later) influence in this world. There for have a life after death.... (like why pagan story where about heros.... they left a mark and they believed this is all we got)
MY POINT IS: why on earth would you ever TAKE DOWN something you've done on the internet? And even if you did would you be sure you couldn't access it anyway all this shit is cached (lovely lovely google!!!)
LASTLY WATCH THIS VIDEO I FOUND HERE (they didn't have a link)
It's an INTERNET MAP.... i believe it might the closest things to showing how many people on earth and how much there doing as once.... kinda like a census!
Kinda: Myspace was forgotten about, all those dating sites you don't check anymore, EVERY TIME you make a profile YOU CREATE MORE OF THE INTERNET everyday!!!!!!
But that's not necessarily a bad thing..... There is such a thing as MyDeathspace.com. It used to be just the "myspaces"es of Dead People.... BUT THEY WERENT DEAD sites. A really smart guy once said this would happen and called it an EXO-SELF. What really happened was whenever one of there friends missed them or something like that they would tell them... They would CREATE another part of our VIRTUAL REALITY. What I believe to be "OUR" collective conscience....... so if it's there you had, have and will always (as long as the internet lives.... it will i'll do that post later) influence in this world. There for have a life after death.... (like why pagan story where about heros.... they left a mark and they believed this is all we got)
MY POINT IS: why on earth would you ever TAKE DOWN something you've done on the internet? And even if you did would you be sure you couldn't access it anyway all this shit is cached (lovely lovely google!!!)
LASTLY WATCH THIS VIDEO I FOUND HERE (they didn't have a link)
It's an INTERNET MAP.... i believe it might the closest things to showing how many people on earth and how much there doing as once.... kinda like a census!
6.28.2012
Our Lips Are Sealed" -- Go-Gos
"Our Lips Are Sealed" -- Go-Gos -- This one concerned an affair between a Go-Go and a member of The Specials, back when they were touring together. Both acts recorded, but the Go-Gos version is much better.
"In Your Shoes" -- Beverley Knight -- Here's a switch: This song speaks about other people's jealousy. These are people that can't focus on their own lives, and envy yours, instead.
"In Your Shoes" -- Beverley Knight -- Here's a switch: This song speaks about other people's jealousy. These are people that can't focus on their own lives, and envy yours, instead.
6.27.2012
OMfG ok SONG OF THE DAY: That Tree -Snooop Dogg (Feat. Kid CuDi)
WHO: Matt WHERE: Hell... all human made too! WHEN: right before i went crazy ( fall 2010 ) WHY: i had an epiphany!
Snoop Dogg – That Tree Lyrics
Snoopy, is what they say as if they knew me, groupies on my head like a kooflee, my nigga kid cudi, thats my little buddy, call some hoe's up and get some cudi cudi, what yo life like, mine is kinda tight, a long way from hustlin, a china white, my people love, the fans love me i'm all go, if you aint showin love then what did you call for, i dont need it in my life, my kids pay the price, so alike and in need of my wife, smoke till I'm gone, dog on the throne I'm world-wide known and a boss in the zone, I get it how i get it cuz i can, i earn the spot, you see the plans, I'm just fuckin with my fans, i turned out to be a better man, important for life, you understand while i'm puffin on this Grande
Everything I'm havin, no there aint necessity, though i'm shining, keep on grinding what you see aint all of me, though i keep them hoe's, don't love them hoe's, the code in which y'all roll, it's so simple what i need, i keep my Fam and i can't forget that tree, Nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
I got my fam dog, look at my niggas, Got little money dogg but i aint tripping, Most days I'm faded, feeling ex-rated, steady wanting freaky hoes, then i want a lady, Holdin' the fam down and the clothes on me, the people who were there, stupid sucka left me lonely, Phony, when you see me nigga, don't approach me, Made it to the top baby, thats on me, Cops trying to claim that they made me, I want you to feel another real for gaizing, i keep it one hundred, never frontin, don't need me, I'm in the zone, no place for pussy my nigga, Co~no tu hedes na Do~no, low pro, how a nigga like from costo, the one fans loved, who was always a ultra joe-blow, and i rep the double O, smoking, eating cherrios
Everything I'm havin, no there aint necessity, though i'm shining, keep on grinding what you see aint all of me, though i keep them hoe's, don't love them hoe's, the code in which y'all roll, it's so simple what i need, i keep my Fam and i can't forget that tree, Nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Can't forget it, they made me who i am, a king, and i'm still on the scene you gotta love it, all out in public, the people want to touch it, i need a blunt with the stuffin', Nigga, it's nuthin for me to chill out and post up at the house, with Madden on the screen and smash on the homies, Hollywood nice now, everyone want me and on the blogs they talk shit like they know me, Fool, i'll take you niggas to school, "How to get rich and stay cool", Snoopy D O Dub show you homie, even with the critics and feds on me, i was tappin all the Choanies, Dog, but my folks call me snoopy, boss dogg nigga sue me, pony tail swinging as i lay in the jacuzzi, love of my life while i'm puffing on the good weed
Everything I'm havin, no there aint necessity, though i'm shining, keep on grinding what you see aint all of me, though i keep them hoe's, don't love them hoe's, the code in which y'all roll, it's so simple what i need, i keep my Fam and i can't forget that tree, Nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Snoop dogg in the house tonight blowing that laker crip that i know you like, right? Kid Cudi, my nephew, blaze that shit right now Would you? Would you? Right? Snoop dogg in the house tonight blowing that laker crip that i know you like, right? Kid Cudi, my nephew, blaze that shit right now Would you? Would you? Right?
Snoop Dogg – That Tree Lyrics
Snoopy, is what they say as if they knew me, groupies on my head like a kooflee, my nigga kid cudi, thats my little buddy, call some hoe's up and get some cudi cudi, what yo life like, mine is kinda tight, a long way from hustlin, a china white, my people love, the fans love me i'm all go, if you aint showin love then what did you call for, i dont need it in my life, my kids pay the price, so alike and in need of my wife, smoke till I'm gone, dog on the throne I'm world-wide known and a boss in the zone, I get it how i get it cuz i can, i earn the spot, you see the plans, I'm just fuckin with my fans, i turned out to be a better man, important for life, you understand while i'm puffin on this Grande
Everything I'm havin, no there aint necessity, though i'm shining, keep on grinding what you see aint all of me, though i keep them hoe's, don't love them hoe's, the code in which y'all roll, it's so simple what i need, i keep my Fam and i can't forget that tree, Nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
I got my fam dog, look at my niggas, Got little money dogg but i aint tripping, Most days I'm faded, feeling ex-rated, steady wanting freaky hoes, then i want a lady, Holdin' the fam down and the clothes on me, the people who were there, stupid sucka left me lonely, Phony, when you see me nigga, don't approach me, Made it to the top baby, thats on me, Cops trying to claim that they made me, I want you to feel another real for gaizing, i keep it one hundred, never frontin, don't need me, I'm in the zone, no place for pussy my nigga, Co~no tu hedes na Do~no, low pro, how a nigga like from costo, the one fans loved, who was always a ultra joe-blow, and i rep the double O, smoking, eating cherrios
Everything I'm havin, no there aint necessity, though i'm shining, keep on grinding what you see aint all of me, though i keep them hoe's, don't love them hoe's, the code in which y'all roll, it's so simple what i need, i keep my Fam and i can't forget that tree, Nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Can't forget it, they made me who i am, a king, and i'm still on the scene you gotta love it, all out in public, the people want to touch it, i need a blunt with the stuffin', Nigga, it's nuthin for me to chill out and post up at the house, with Madden on the screen and smash on the homies, Hollywood nice now, everyone want me and on the blogs they talk shit like they know me, Fool, i'll take you niggas to school, "How to get rich and stay cool", Snoopy D O Dub show you homie, even with the critics and feds on me, i was tappin all the Choanies, Dog, but my folks call me snoopy, boss dogg nigga sue me, pony tail swinging as i lay in the jacuzzi, love of my life while i'm puffing on the good weed
Everything I'm havin, no there aint necessity, though i'm shining, keep on grinding what you see aint all of me, though i keep them hoe's, don't love them hoe's, the code in which y'all roll, it's so simple what i need, i keep my Fam and i can't forget that tree, Nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah, i can't forget that tree, nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Snoop dogg in the house tonight blowing that laker crip that i know you like, right? Kid Cudi, my nephew, blaze that shit right now Would you? Would you? Right? Snoop dogg in the house tonight blowing that laker crip that i know you like, right? Kid Cudi, my nephew, blaze that shit right now Would you? Would you? Right?
6.26.2012
Mes·si·ah [mi-sahy-uh] Show IPA
noun
1.
the promised and expected deliverer of the Jewish people.
2.
Jesus Christ, regarded by Christians as fulfilling this promise and expectation. John 4:25, 26.
3.
( usually lowercase ) any expected deliverer.
4.
( usually lowercase ) a zealous leader of some cause or project.
5.
( italics ) an oratorio (1742) by George Frideric Handel.
noun
1.
the promised and expected deliverer of the Jewish people.
2.
Jesus Christ, regarded by Christians as fulfilling this promise and expectation. John 4:25, 26.
3.
( usually lowercase ) any expected deliverer.
4.
( usually lowercase ) a zealous leader of some cause or project.
5.
( italics ) an oratorio (1742) by George Frideric Handel.
OMfG ok SONG OF THE DAY:
immma start doing this! WHEN: college WHY: i knew every word REALLY WHY: because thats when i was dared to rap! WHO: A.A.R.P.K. and M.A.C. WHERE: Keystone COllege
T.I.
Live Your Life lyrics
Send "Live Your Life" Ringtone to your Cell
Songwriters: JOLLEY, ANNA CATHERINE MARY / JOLLEY, MARK / SCHOGGER, DANNY / EVANS, YASMIN MARIE / HARRIS, BRIAN STEVEN
Feat. Rihanna
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, and fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, just who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
You Steady Chasin that paper.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Ay! ), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take ya.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life
(T.I.):
Never mind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.
Amazing they ungrateful after all the game I gave away.
Safe to say I paved the way, for you cats to get paid today.
You still be wasting days away now had I never saved the day.
Consider them my protégé, homage I think they should pay.
Instead of being gracious, they violate in a major way.
I never been a hater still I love them, in a crazy way.
Some say they so yay and no they couldn't get work on Labor day.
It ain't that they black or white, their hands an area the shade of grey.
I'm West side anyway, even if I left the day it stayed away.
Some move away to make a way not move away cause they afraid.
I'll go back to the hood and all you ever did was take away.
I pray for patience but they make me want to melt they face away.
Like I once made them scream, now I could make them plead their case away.
Been thuggin' all my life, can't say I don't deserve to take a break.
You'd rather see me catch a case, and watch my future fade away.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/ti/live_your_life.html ]
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, and fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, just who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
You got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take ya.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just Livin My Life.
(T.I.):
I'm the opposite of moderate, immaculately polished with the spirit of a hustler and the swagger of a college kid.
Allergic to the counterfeit, impartial to the politics.
Articulate but still would grab a nigga by the collar quick.
Whoever havin problems, with they record sale just holla TIP.
If that don't work and all else fails, then turn around and follow TIP.
I got love for the game but ay I'm not in love with all of it.
I do without the fame and the rappers nowadays are comedy.
The hootin' and the hollerin', back and forth with the arguing.
Where you from, who you know, what you make and what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight of what's important with the positive.
And checks until your bank account, and you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed, prioritizing horribly.
Unhappy with the riches cause you piss-poor morally.
Ignoring all prior advice and fore warning.
And we mighty full of ourselves all of a sudden aren't we?
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, and fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, just who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
You got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take ya.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
[Rihanna]
Now everybody watchin what I do
Come walk in my shoes
And see the way that I'm livin if you really want to
I got my mind on my money and I'm not goin nowhere
So keep on gettin yo paper(ah ah)
And keep on climbin
Look in the mirror
And keep on shinin
Til the game end
Til the clock stop
We gon' post up on the top spot
Livin' the life, the life
In the brand new city
Got my whole team with me
Livin my life, my life
I do it how I wanna do
I'm livin' my life, my life
I will never loose 'em
Livin my life, my life
And I'm not stoppin
So live your life.
T.I.
Live Your Life lyrics
Send "Live Your Life" Ringtone to your Cell
Songwriters: JOLLEY, ANNA CATHERINE MARY / JOLLEY, MARK / SCHOGGER, DANNY / EVANS, YASMIN MARIE / HARRIS, BRIAN STEVEN
Feat. Rihanna
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, and fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, just who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
You Steady Chasin that paper.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Ay! ), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take ya.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life
(T.I.):
Never mind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.
Amazing they ungrateful after all the game I gave away.
Safe to say I paved the way, for you cats to get paid today.
You still be wasting days away now had I never saved the day.
Consider them my protégé, homage I think they should pay.
Instead of being gracious, they violate in a major way.
I never been a hater still I love them, in a crazy way.
Some say they so yay and no they couldn't get work on Labor day.
It ain't that they black or white, their hands an area the shade of grey.
I'm West side anyway, even if I left the day it stayed away.
Some move away to make a way not move away cause they afraid.
I'll go back to the hood and all you ever did was take away.
I pray for patience but they make me want to melt they face away.
Like I once made them scream, now I could make them plead their case away.
Been thuggin' all my life, can't say I don't deserve to take a break.
You'd rather see me catch a case, and watch my future fade away.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/ti/live_your_life.html ]
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, and fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, just who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
You got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take ya.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just Livin My Life.
(T.I.):
I'm the opposite of moderate, immaculately polished with the spirit of a hustler and the swagger of a college kid.
Allergic to the counterfeit, impartial to the politics.
Articulate but still would grab a nigga by the collar quick.
Whoever havin problems, with they record sale just holla TIP.
If that don't work and all else fails, then turn around and follow TIP.
I got love for the game but ay I'm not in love with all of it.
I do without the fame and the rappers nowadays are comedy.
The hootin' and the hollerin', back and forth with the arguing.
Where you from, who you know, what you make and what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight of what's important with the positive.
And checks until your bank account, and you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed, prioritizing horribly.
Unhappy with the riches cause you piss-poor morally.
Ignoring all prior advice and fore warning.
And we mighty full of ourselves all of a sudden aren't we?
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, with fancy clothes, and fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, just who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
You got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take ya.
Just live your life (Oh! ), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
[Rihanna]
Now everybody watchin what I do
Come walk in my shoes
And see the way that I'm livin if you really want to
I got my mind on my money and I'm not goin nowhere
So keep on gettin yo paper(ah ah)
And keep on climbin
Look in the mirror
And keep on shinin
Til the game end
Til the clock stop
We gon' post up on the top spot
Livin' the life, the life
In the brand new city
Got my whole team with me
Livin my life, my life
I do it how I wanna do
I'm livin' my life, my life
I will never loose 'em
Livin my life, my life
And I'm not stoppin
So live your life.
6.25.2012
6.23.2012
6.20.2012
MOUTH_OUCH!!!!!!!!!!
So a back tooth of mine has (since I extracted the last back tooth) gone bad. But that was in Febuary... i had a mouth full of pain every once in a while.... BUT less than i could care about until about 37-ish hours ago... where the pain became too much and i started to notice the puffiness in my cheek. Went to a doctors office because of the hazziness in my brain and other people's opinions. The doctor was like "why are you here and not a dentists" then gave me my money back and sent me next door to Dental Village: the place i favored on my Google search.
LOOK @ the pic:
Ackward
ACKWARD TV SHOW
recently i have been on a kick that ackward is sexy and sexy ackward and how social ackward moments make me sexi. Then i wrote a song called "AWESOME ACKWARD SEXI SONG"!!!! wait for it...
but i really want to watch this show!
recently i have been on a kick that ackward is sexy and sexy ackward and how social ackward moments make me sexi. Then i wrote a song called "AWESOME ACKWARD SEXI SONG"!!!! wait for it...
but i really want to watch this show!
6.19.2012
6.18.2012
6.17.2012
yoda'n replies
im not pretending shit. how bout i pretend to do me and ment what i said. you go on pretend in your line.
in tend reading between lines; seeing and preaching and believing. It's no surprise. just be living/ what's this? I'm living giving in to those lies! o.O Yeah right! Im Giving since i giving up on tries and yoda'n replies!
in tend reading between lines; seeing and preaching and believing. It's no surprise. just be living/ what's this? I'm living giving in to those lies! o.O Yeah right! Im Giving since i giving up on tries and yoda'n replies!
A Midsummer Tour's (Fever) Dream, Prologue
So the Heaven's Gators fairies are going to Cali on a(nother) pict-sweet tour thing soon, sometime between Solstice and the Full Thunder Buck Moon.
The details of this tour will be explained a little later, but right now let's get to the characters....
Titania the Machete May Queen, Oberon from Aldebaran, and Puck the Catgoblin
There is some issue over the time (thyme?) of this tour. To deal with this issue between Titania and Oberon, Puck puts an enchantment spell on Titania*...
A fellow touring fairy named Moth Orion sees Puck the Catgoblin and says:
--contributed by a. p. s. gator and W. Shakespeare
The details of this tour will be explained a little later, but right now let's get to the characters....
Titania the Machete May Queen, Oberon from Aldebaran, and Puck the Catgoblin
There is some issue over the time (thyme?) of this tour. To deal with this issue between Titania and Oberon, Puck puts an enchantment spell on Titania*...
"I know a bank where the wild thyme blows,
Where oxlips and the nodding violet grows,
Quite over-canopied with luscious woodbine,
With sweet musk-roses and with eglantine:
There sleeps Titania sometime of the night,
Lull'd in these flowers with dances and delight;
And there the snake throws her enamell'd skin,
Weed wide enough to wrap a fairy in"
Where oxlips and the nodding violet grows,
Quite over-canopied with luscious woodbine,
With sweet musk-roses and with eglantine:
There sleeps Titania sometime of the night,
Lull'd in these flowers with dances and delight;
And there the snake throws her enamell'd skin,
Weed wide enough to wrap a fairy in"
--Oberon
A fellow touring fairy named Moth Orion sees Puck the Catgoblin and says:
Puck replies,"Either I mistake your shape and making quite;
Or else you are that shrewd and knavish sprite
Call'd Robin Goodfellow: are not you he
That frights the maidens of the villagery;
Skim milk, and sometimes labour in the quern
And bootless make the breathless housewife churn;
And sometime make the drink to bear no barm;
Mislead night-wanderers, laughing at their harm?
Those that Hobgoblin call you and sweet Puck,
You do their work, and they shall have good luck:
Are not you he?"
(Act ii., Scene i.)
"Thou speak'st aright;
I am that merry wanderer of the night.
I jest to Oberon and make him smile
When I a fat and bean-fed horse beguile,
Neighing in likeness of a filly foal:
And sometime lurk I in a gossip's bowl,
In very likeness of a roasted crab,
And when she drinks, against her lips I bob
And on her wither'd dewlap pour the ale.
The wisest aunt, telling the saddest tale,
Sometime for three-foot stool mistaketh me;
Then slip I from her bum, down topples she,
And 'tailor' cries, and falls into a cough;
And then the whole quire hold their hips and laugh,
And waxen in their mirth and neeze and swear
A merrier hour was never wasted there."
(Act ii., Scene i.)
--contributed by a. p. s. gator and W. Shakespeare
6.14.2012
Dark Inez
This is Ari's video but my "kiss skin" is featured in it... and my face in the video. EPICNESS....
6.11.2012
promises, promises!!
I have so many ideas, I really am going to try to work towards acquiring a computer now. I really really need to be able to do this song making thing with me myself and I at least for a bit of it like practicing words.... or playing with my voice... its very very hard to do when you have people looking at you and leaching off you at every moment of your life!
Very soon things are gonna change ....promises, promises!!
Very soon things are gonna change ....promises, promises!!
6.07.2012
"Shrimp Muffin" preview
Ari's Shrimp Muffin film I never saw the trailer for until today.... o.o...
interesting shit!
LIKE I CANT READ MOST EVERYONE LIKE A BOOK!!
I wish I knew how to explain to everyone that I'm their side, That I'm going to try my hardest (even if it hurts me) to hurt them the least bit possible. I'm tired of explaining myself. Of giving all of my self that wont even give them self that much. I have relapsed into my doodling and reading: hiding from reality the best way i know how. Even as I produce and influence daily I still feel hollow and desperate for my own self approval. People keep telling me that "They know what I'm doing; you don't have to pretend to be happy". I never thought i was pretending before unless I was actually putting a conscious effort forth. Fuck, I was happy in foster care, even in the most tiniest of ways. So how could people assume im not happy now? do you think it's possible to be frustrated but ultimately happy at the same time? Why do people keep lying to me and themselves and the world? right in front of me? LIKE I CANT READ MOST EVERYONE LIKE A BOOK!!
and all of this would usual stay in my head but the hunger games book series is filling me with new belief in my own words ultimately empowering my action and myself....
You are about to experience a rebirth -- about to be given another chance, a new lease on life.
You have persevered, gone the distance through an entire cycle -- through the Spring of hope or new passion, through a Summer of growth and building, only to be sacrificed like the archetypal Harvest King at the Autumn reaping.
You lie dormant like seed beneath Winter snows now, healing and absorbing new energies in preparation for the new young Spring coming shortly to your life.
and all of this would usual stay in my head but the hunger games book series is filling me with new belief in my own words ultimately empowering my action and myself....
You have persevered, gone the distance through an entire cycle -- through the Spring of hope or new passion, through a Summer of growth and building, only to be sacrificed like the archetypal Harvest King at the Autumn reaping.
You lie dormant like seed beneath Winter snows now, healing and absorbing new energies in preparation for the new young Spring coming shortly to your life.
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