There are days where not having a computer really gets under my skin... like yesterday. I should have got the three articles done yesterday. I should have gathered all the random ass pictures for my underage article and handed them over to gregg. I should have at least done one productive thing but no i just fucked off like I'm so good at. I watched Youtube videos all day (thanks Preston.... no i really mean that).
Yesterday I thought of being content compared to going after something you truly want/need {need being something that would benefit "you" in the long run}. I thought of money and how i don't have enough to save and live. I also had a very long debate on wether on not to tell my boss that i worked myself too hard the last few weeks and how unreasonable he is being expecting even more out of me. Also the lax-ness of how they are treating my pay... rawr.
O well, I keep working towards the things that I deserve (and would cherish). I have no idea how i used to be able to work at Mc Donald's and still afford fancy things. I guess I'm not my mom: I can't pull money out of a hat. Maybe if I hadn't moved into the more expensive room. Maybe if I try pushing the online rugs I could then afford to not stress so much.
Breathe in
Breathe out
Breathe in
Breathe out
*stands up and leaves computer to desperately search for clean agua*
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