I just want to succeed

Just found out -just now I'm still broke-n somehow

I buckled at the knees in dust sunken bow

Bound to honor something stronger feel that pow-

Er.. I'm the her in gentlemen only love I sent to them

Again I pray for the day so they will now that when

Bow to round roll tho I don't like to show a bend

Earth leaks laughs it's daft dull-y play pretend

Wish I was mended could condemn  what's in my head

Some reads what's red or in between instead

By and by Ill only lie or bow into bed

Cry that cry but I'm alive mine the cred

I just want to succeed 

I don't got the greed

I don't want to bleed

I'm so not a fiend 

I just need to feed me 

I just want to succeed 

I still see a loser when I'm looking in the mirror

I think I'm winning but what's won is not so clear

My innocence has kept me a darling dear

I can pretend not to be in startling fear

Success can't pass that test, I do my best

But just leave a mess, a scattered nest

A tattered bless- ing loving how I lose I am confess

-ing. That's my thing! 

Maybe I'm still flirting with my real life inside preteen

And the meaning of everything in her dreams

And dealing with her inner mean queen 

And before long you hear where have u been?

 " 

arsenalarsenio

wicked-li process

zoho.com

aviary.com

wickid-LI.egg by kattinkandee on Aviary

ON THOSE TERMS!!

THE CHEETAH GIRLS TWO:

The movie begins in Manhattan, three years after the first movie, where the Cheetah Girls have just completed their junior year and are performing at a Graduation Party for the Manhattan Magnet's Class of 2006 ("The Party's Just Begun").

Later while having a sleep-over/Chinese food night at Galleria's (Raven-Symoné), Chanel (Adrienne Bailon) tells the girls that her mother, Juanita (Lori Anne Alter), is planning a trip to Barcelona, Spain, where they will be visiting Luc (Abel Folk), Juanita's boyfriend. Chanel is bummed and does not want to see Luc while the other girls are upset about being separated for the summer when Aquanette (Kiely Williams) sees a shooting star and the girls make a wish together - to go to Spain with Chanel. At that very moment, one of the girl's magazines flips pages until it comes across an ad for a Barcelona music festival. Galleria enters the Cheetah Girls and the next day, her mother Dorethea (Lynn Whitfield), Juanita, and the Cheetah Girls all travel to Spain.

When the girls arrive in Barcelona, they do some shopping before resting in a Cafe. Soon they hear a guitar playing and meet Angel (Peter Vives), a mysterious guitar player who accompanies them around Barcelona as they sing to the entire city, and he becomes Galleria's love interest ("Strut").

The next day the girls audition for the festival and earn a spot ("Cheetah Sisters (Barcelona Mix)").

The next day at breakfast, they meet Joaquin (Golan Yosef), an accountant, Luc's godson, and a handsome dancer who becomes a love interest for Dorinda (Sabrina Bryan). The next day after Dorinda finds out Joaquin is a dancer, she goes to his studio, where he teaches her tango ("Dance With Me").

That night Joaquin takes the Cheetahs to the Dancing Cat, a local Spanish night club where all the new artists perform their songs ("Why Wait")("A La Nanita Nana").

There they meet Spanish pop artist Marisol (Belinda), who will also compete in the Music Festival, and her manager/mother, Lola (Kim Manning), who plans a scheme to break up the Cheetah Girls, as they pose a threat to her daughter's chances in the competition, and she starts making Marisol distract Chanel from The Cheetah Girls. Meanwhile, Aqua and Dorothea have been designing clothes with Dorothea's old friends, Juanita is trying to get a proposal out of Luc, Dorinda is teaching hip hop to Joaquin's class, and Galleria is the only one focused on the competition, as she is writing a song called, "Amigas Cheetahs", which they will sing at the competition ("Do Your Own Thing").

Galleria notices that everyone is getting involved in other activities except for her ("It's Over"), and eventually decided to take a train to Paris, where she can meet up with her father, Francobollo, and he will take her back home to Manhattan. While at a train station, the other three girls find Galleria and sing the starting sequence of "Amigas Cheetahs", and Galleria says she will only come back if they stay focused. While Chanel walked around the house, she overhears Juanita talking to Dorothea about how she believes that Luc doesn't want to marry her because Chanel doesn't like him. Luc later proposes to Juanita, after Chanel gives him permission, and she gladly accepts. Luc tells Chanel that she can stay in New York with her friends for her upcoming senior year. However, the Cheetah Girls' dreams are in serious trouble. While they were performing Step Up, Lola convinces the Dancing Cat's manager to pay the Cheetah Girls money. The competition will only allow amateur performs to compete. Accepting payment from the Dancing Cat makes the Cheetah Girls professional performers. Angel, who was present during the entire exchange, investigates.

Right before Chanel is going to get changed to perform with Marisol, the Festival Director informs that the Cheetah Girls are able to perform after getting a tip. Everyone is surprised when they see that the informer was his nephew, Angel. He informed that Lola tried to sabotage the Cheetahs, and his uncle reinstates the girls as the Cheetah Girls. Lola tries to dispute, but the Director will not hear it. Marisol finally tells off her mother, saying she is quitting the competition because she loves to sing and her mother is just desperate to make her a star. The Cheetah Girls then perform "Amigas Cheetahs", and as a surprise, bring Marisol onto the stage, along with Joaquin's dancing crew, Angel on the guitar and the Director on the trumpet. Their song is a hit with the crowd. Another ending concludes after this, where Juanita and Luc are having their wedding, and with everybody enjoying themselves ("Cherish the Moment").

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This gets me to thinking that maybe i should stop saying im an asspiring rapper i should just say im a rapper or a muscian... i have reccently performed on stage and also a different spot ( on the street sidewalk ) and accepted money... SO on the terms listed above Im a proffesional rapper! YEAHHH


and p.s. i hookwinked you into reading a Disney movie plot.... (only cuz i could find a youtube clip ={)

What I See in "BIG MOUTH"

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Lady GA-GA

Angel (2:01)

GA-GA getting swallowed (1:29)

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Tetraheddron/ david's star/ Ankh/ ? (1:56)

Now an angel (2:11)

Now a devil (still 2:11)
THE SAME MINUTE ppl!!

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WTF does that say (2:14)

well I know what that says! (2:14)

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i honestly don't know which POP star this is (2:42)

KATY PERRY (2:45)

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obviously a mer-ka-bah (2:27)

all i want to know is.... what does an upside down peace sign mean???
(end o video)

Occupants in Tents!!

Occupants in Tents!!

A movement, A conundrum, under-come more than one nation. Now I'm undone from this expansive EX*PLA*NAN*DUM.... & I have none of an explanation! Strange to see a stranger spanging an estranged senator. Stranger still: willed a soul sleeps famed the store door still. That soul had goals now no more: once in reach there un-revealed -shunned -unwon -TAKE your hand the cards where already deal'd.

A Paradox as a pair of cops dare to watch as that sad soul gets mocked... ALOT...  NON_stop-O-clOcK... what have they forgot the power of their hidden gun shots. Comparable to hott shots  their comparison he's just human live stock.

In-Evit-Able the psycho-babble pilled high by the in-dell-iable Skeletal frame. What a SHAME, look so pure; what became of a no-name babe. Once so supple now suckles streets puddle. NOW he's Tucson's trouble? If'n this deadbeat you did greet.. meet.. Could your concerns consider his eat -his feet -his Defeat! Could you see more of him and less concrete. "DISGUSTING" can't you be discrete? How dogged are the downtrodden by the ubber elite? What? No charity... into incomplete tweets, mindlessly mistreat & repeat!

Congrats! to the cats who kindly killed camelot. Lost last when they forgot the last sir Lancelot. True-tried: the mass of tag-a-longs. True Leaders belong, wronged when over shot & the feelings they afford fixes an after forget-me-not. A Fucking Forced story believed then bleed in to our after thoughts.... 

I've never known a sword or stone or seen a fairy. Magic still minds me to the contrary. Consumed, moved, mazed/Influence wary! Proved that when truths viewed your view a Visionary. Trouble torn; trite tittle-tattle: a round battle not table. Perfect Circle: Pluperfect! Shared power is a Fable?

occupytucson

cupid and psyche 

• The Fisherman and the Jinni

  The Tale of Two Brothers
  
  

a play of sorts

So last night was a play of sorts, we will call "season of Venus":

Ari- Percephonie
Eros- Cupid (or Eros)
Charity- Cezara
Daltin- Some Meto... something Phat..... egyptian god with a beek
Myself- Cleopatra


     COMING SOON...... FULL SPECTRUM COLOR PHOTOS OF THIS EPICNESS!!

A game of tag and catchup.... (suesical)

   We're starting last to first.... PIMACOUNTY MAPGUIDE MAP.... if like me you want to know where your turds go, who cleans the plumping and your pay pays the bill in tucson now you can do it at the convience of seneroy killing patterns lines depths dops and titles... lol! 

  I have been searching for this map for a year straight after a wyrd turn of events in the ealry eve of interwebbing i happened acrossed this treasure trove! enjoy im making this a tab on GoogleQween home page!



NEXT i hate hate hate HATE LOATH ENTIRELY THIS WHOLE OLD MAC NEW FLASH PLAYER BUT opps sorry tooo lazy to linger on LOUD LETTERS! continuing on- no one seems to care or have a solution ... COME on techno geeksters where is your groove. I wish i had to gear to solve this delema but due to dire situation and a DRAMATIC change in EVERYTHING i have succommed to a "google-machine"  . nice. sweet. simple. sweet mother of all things good it has to happen!

unfortunately i have not the attention span to find the first of where i last left off so, sorry to leave you left with wanting (suesical)

omg omg omg they updated....... =p

(Not so) Daily Dabble: Tony Redhouse

Tony Redhouse an artist frequently played @ people's Imports was expected to play his opening CD release party @ people's. Arianna a coworker loves his music and I know this (so i was quite excited). From what i hear though a venue named La Cocina (previously not a live music sapce) has somehow wrangled the event out from under us!

I hope it's a great event I have just had enough of this stupid competitiveness in the music scene. WHY CAN"T WE ALL GET ALONG??

(Not so) Daily Dabble: Hustle vs. Shuffle

Yesterday while traveling to Space (smoke shop that is), when this white car pulls up and tries to (at the time i thought ) give us a CD. then when i say thanx they say moneyz. donate? i say sure. when i give two dollars this guy says no at least 5... how about the whole wad. when i finally realized its a hustle i give back the CD and tell them they are stupid because i am Qween of free publicity. The car goes to drive away when the guy in the back stops the car and hands me a CD. I kindly gave this guy (the smart one) $3.

Young Mook

The hustler says "thats all i asked for"... yeah but the other guy didn't ask... i hate being hustled! The BEST part of all this is i have the exact opposite story from around  about April this year where an artist named Young Mook i had the honor of meeting in the 4th ave. underpass. Although he was boastful he gave me five seconds (to talk about himself but that's all  i ask.... music journalist remember). didn't ask for any money he just was promoting himself.... =}

Lastly, the hustler's CD was called "The Game Needs Us" burnt CD badly put together (NO GRAPHICAL QUALITY AT ALL) vs.  Young Mook's "It's Alright" professional grade product.

MIND YOU I SAY NOTHING OF THE QUALITY OF MUSIC.... just the quality of a first impression!!

Firmness of purpose

never have i ever known a thing to last forever, except these haunting hopes i have honed here however
I write them then "like" them its my only kinda voice... i try... but it doesn't mean i have any choice
Like a ghost at most to my obvi- blogged obsession I'm only half a host- I'm content too
It's a confession...
I would boast but I'm not boastful, i fear im much much too hopeful- and notable a won't pull thru. but push and pull aren't my role dude.

If it's not your calling It becomes your ambition defying fate in a cataclysm. The firmness of purpose has become my prison.
the bars are blinding on the back of my eyelids.. bars of notes when i blink go into hiding and i go into silence

The firmness of my person is the trails of the gypsies, it can be tracked back it just a bit tricky
You can track me down and you can even trap me. you can't make me perform or become entrancing.
It's so happens- its a rather rare privilege i'd  rather you not try to rely on a mental image.
only i know what i envisioned to mind the music in myself- has become my mission

If it's not your calling It becomes your ambition defying fate in a cataclysm. The firmness of purpose has become my prison.
the bars are blinding on the back of my eyelids.. bars of notes that when i blink go into hiding and i hide in the quiet

secretly i seek out some of the silence, then in my head that "Voice" comes back with a violence
just shouting the reminders of how i was con into compliance cautiously i keep hiding, my fear i keep on fighting, one day I'll stop abiding At least i keep on trying. I WONT LET DOWN until dreams i stop DENYing

If it's not your calling It becomes your ambition defying fate in a cataclysm. The firmness of purpose has become my prison. the bars are blinding on the back of my eyelids.. bars of notes when i blink go into hiding and i go into silence

practice ^^ (pearl)

With only just an urgency; see ill surely be forgotten
if my face ain't found like the rest who are flaunted Ready with fresh rhymes, all i hear are pretty rotten
The beat, the bump, the bass: this music i got caught in


Sweet: I'm candy wrapped up in rapping to keep it new to the world! I'd like to think of me as dirt amongst pink... eventually pressure will sure press me into a pearl

FOR THE LOVE 4

once again proves that Hip Hop is more than just music! Featuring:

CCS Crew

Marley B

Mossferatu

K.O.D.

CB Project

Eternal

Pauly Styles

Black One

And a Few Surprises!

We Ask for you to either bring a 5 dollar donation, or a item from Casa De Los Ninos' Wishlist, which can be seen at http://​www.casadelosninos.org/​wp-content/uploads/2009/07/​holiday-wishlist-2011.pdf proceeds will go to Casa De Los Ninos. 21 and up See You There, and happy holidays

Google Music

so i have been paitently waiting for this... BUT i was starting to think it was a myth... how much cooler could google get?

Amazing Days....

So in the last three days I have acquired my apple laptop, wrote my first article in months, Sold my first product for peoples imports, saved a band from their "jam" session, made a fan page, started my .gif animation of the Heaven's Gators album drawing, started (1,115 words in) my children's book and others and really a lot more....

Instantaneuosly interactive Indigator interwebs

YES SIR!

PHOTOS!

An Unseen Thing

a can-be rapper like a candy wrapper only holds the goodness inside 
but if this can be rapper could just unleash herself 
she'd just simply set her differences a side 
yet i don't know as much as i'd might like but if i go on forever I'll just hide
I got a lot to share, some scars to bare and to stop before start just isn't fair 
I feel it's not near nor far but to catch a star seems something to fall in between 


It's an Unseen thing It's what you bring and what they take 
make no mistake even if your fake each of you holds a small part of me 
holding on to what i see It's hard to find your hearts degree in the full scheme of things 


I can be contained: a nut in a shell
You'd rather break me out eat me up: YOU MIGHT AS WELL!
can't be picked up unless you've fell and I'd rather point to heaven while standing next to hell
You've had enough lecturing, wanna wake u up: a school bell 
If i could touch just one soul you could tell 

It's an Unseen thing It's what you bring and what they take 

make no mistake even if your fake each of you holds a small part of me 

holding on to what i see It's hard to find your hearts degree in the full scheme of things

I've been alone with these words for way too long and all i want is someone to smile at my song 

or maybe you might just sing along This can't be wrong....

IT CAN'T BE if i'm trying this hard but briefly my life seems bared 

gypsies dont do well behind stone walls but that freedom alone for me it calls....

It's an Unseen thing It's what you bring and what they take 

make no mistake even if your fake each of you holds a small part of me 

holding on to what i see It's hard to find your hearts degree in the full scheme of things

I wish there were haters for me to love because they bring opinions of I well thought of 

I guess i get nothing and all i need is a shove 

to get me from way down here to somewhere up above Someday ill be soaring singing like a dove 

What do i got to prove I'm being me  When I got so much of a history so just google it

It ain't no mystery: Buckingham case/Pocono Record. Press: it must be adore or more abhored

I made my choice and had no voice for close to 6 years 

i lived in inflicted fears and shed many thick tears

slammed many fix-it beers

Now somehow i wanna scream it out not just blurt it out but what it's all about 
not like it was done before 

close a window, open a door 
onto a new cold floor and maybe make this space just a bit more

It's an Unseen thing It's what you bring and what they take 

make no mistake even if your fake each of you holds a small part of me 

holding on to what i see It's hard to find your hearts degree in the full scheme of things

my alarm clock everyday :D

http://youtu.be/f5kbBxv9XPo

MY FAVORITE

Live Note taking!!!!!!!

I'm not a guitarist or a bassists but i know that this was a combat of notes or chords and their eyes the strategists. sound combat. Tonight's Jam Session/ Practice/ Audition of ALWAYS ENSLAVED made me have a new appreciaction for metal or whatever that is that they play... how's that for vague journalism.... these guys rock
    murderholic....a perfect title for black death metal behemoth... do you think itds funny if think of that we're from a little town. expressing all kinds of genres... confussed when i asked them their genre... they know how to react with each other. others standing around smiling as the hit it "right on"... im not sure how to explain it better than lingo.

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Preston joins in in the lobby of the ARTFARE building (also known as the Arizona Hotel)... I should start Representing them... This has now become a experimental swirl of music unknown to me except maybe some hard drugs and Jerry Garcia!!!!!!!!

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21st Oct. the ROCK the battle of the bands